As the holidays emerge...

So does my depression.
Usually this is the time of the year everyone looks forward to--Unfortunately I am not one of them. It's during these weeks I realize how alone I really am. Call me selfish. Tell me I need to stop feeling sorry for myself. Call and say of me as you wish. But you don't know or will you ever begin to understand how alone I feel during these weeks. I just wish I had a big family with cousins, brothers, sisters, uncles and aunts, grandma's and grandpa's friends. My father. I miss you. Where ever you are if you are alive or dead I miss you. I wish you could see me now. This month will mark year eight. And although it's been eight years since I last saw you, I still think about you. And I am still hurt that you left without saying goodbye. But what kills me the most is that I don't even know if you are alive or dead. I just wish you knew how much I miss you. Especially during these months of November and December.




By Charmaine Olivia.

Fur and Sequins

Apparently fur is in. Okay, I really don't have a problem with that unless it is real fur.Personally I think the whole fur trend is quite ugly, but hey some people can pull it off. Part of me wants to Blame "Where the Wild Things Are" lawl.


Okay now to Sequins. Let me just add that sequin have always been in. They are never out. Ever. At least for me. Today I wore the most amazing sequin vest and got a lot of attention. Some people loved it while others not so much. But than again my school is full of conservatives so it doesn't surprise me that so many people were probably thinking I was out of my mind. Regardless sequins are awesome and so much fun. I also got purple sequin shoes! Awesome.

Lamesauce.

Weather sucks.
School sucks.
Work Sucks.
Hopefully my weekend is better than last.
i definitely plan to thrift more. I am on a serious search to find some doc martens and a leather brief case. CHA!

wait, wha?

so 1111 was very successful

First off. I was off today. I haven't had a day off in weeks.Thank the lawwddd. So I woke up at 11. Ate Lunch with my honeybun.
Than went to meet up with Christina and went to Wheaton. Bought a much needed jacket (which I am in love with) Than went to Unique and found the most amazing things. Everything today was 50 percent off because of veterans day. Thank gawd. So I bought 10 things for under 20 dollars. AMAZING. I bought two pairs of shoes, five sweaters, gloves, and a sequin vest. SCORE.
Than we met up with Ashely and had a kick ass korean feast. SOOOO good.
Overall today was a great day minus the crappy weather.
And minus the fact that I forgot to wake up at 1111 am, but I made a wish at 1111pm and hopefully it comes true. Yayayay. So happy.


All the Christmas stuff is out. Whoop whoop.


Our Cart was jammed packed.


Do want. Ugh if I had my place I would have gotten this. Only 15 dollars. SOOOO cute.


After being two hours in Unique we had an amazing Korean feast. YUMMMM. hands down best food ever.

And here are a few of my favorite finds.

omg. AMAZING. $1.


So cute and warm by Banana Republic. Slouchy just like I wanted. $4.


Sequin vest $2. Big but sooooo beautiful. I had to get it.

Fin.

In honor of 11:11 and my first blog posting.

Today is November 11. which means 11:11.
In honor of this day, I will set my alarm to 11:10 just so I can wake up and make a wish and than make another one at 11:11pm.

Happy wishing. You only get to partake in this event once a year! Lets make it worth while.