Minnetonka boots

I am so pressed. It had to have its own post.


(and they were only 15 bucks WTF when they actually cost 90 dollars)
WIN.

Review for Black Swan

If you are into the following

• Ballet dancers
• Natalie Portman
• Mila Kunis
• Natalie and Mila having a hardcore make out session
• Psycho thrillers
• gore
• and boobs

Than this film is for you. Let me just say that when I came out of that movie theater I was soaking wet in every way possible. That film had me at the edge of my seat and dare I say... I will probably go again and see it.

And if you know me I never hype films, but this film delivered and it was great. (p.s. this video is awesome not only because Interpol is in it but it serves the film some justice, although you have to see it to believe it. AAAAAMMAAZZINNGGG)


Now of course if you are into fairy tale endings and all that soft shit this is not for the faint at heart, it is pretty graphic so WARNING.

I am so buying this movie when it comes out on DVD. HELL YES.

Sleeping all day

To get by these next two days faster.

December

you kill me.





December, remember-how much I despise you.

NBD

I am interning here http://www.washingtoncitypaper.com/.
Only my favorite paper. NBD. And what's my job? Help plan this....

Best of DC 2011. tight.
Reasons why this rocks.
1. I get to wear whatever I want
2. Tattoo's are welcomed.
3. It's 15 minutes away from home.
4. It's in Adams Morgan
5. I get to meet awesome people
6. Flexible and laid back
7. I get to roam about in DC.
8. My resume is gonna be lookin hella sexy.

BEST DAY EVER

( a good hair day is a good day any day)

Why? because of the following
1. Finals are over
2. I got a raise and got paid
3. I got a B+ on my senior thesis.
4. I got a smoothie and coupons
5. I got free lunch
6. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY I got offered something that I wont reveal until it's set and done but I am very excited. CROSSED FINGERS!
AY AY AY!

and I got a beautiful dress for $8 which I will show later.

but today ruled minus the whole working 4-11 part and running only on four hours of sleep.

Night night.

Collecting memories

OMG outfit post?
yerp. I've been slakin'.

This outfit was so half ass. But it does the trick. This whole semester I have been wearing nothing but jeg's and hoodies and toms. UP THE PUNK.


and of course song of the week, "Reunited"

gawd I was so cool in highschool

Me at 17. Back when I was BAMF and had a sweet mullet.



this is all I listened to five years ago.

WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?!?!?!? I HAVE BECOME SUCH A PUSSIE?! I'm sure if my 16 year old self met my 21 year self they'd hate the shit out of each other. That's how different I am now. Lawdy Lawdy, somehow I need to get my 16 year old self to come back at least her attitude not so much her style. Although a mullet now would be interesting...

But seriously I need to UP THE PUNK.

fo real. I am tired of this soft indie crap I'm listening to these days. I NEED SOME RAGEEEEE in my music NAO.

Lady Daydream

should be my new name because that's all I ever do.

Sometimes I wish all I could do all day is...

Discover every worthy band out there.
It's honestly my favorite past time.

Honestly, there is so much music out there to discover it makes me sad that never in my life will I be able to listen to it all and appreciate.


So good.

I feel so at ease when I listen to this.

Song of the Night

You make me feel so criminal

My new girl crush

Florence. That voice. That Hair. Her Style. My gawd I die.

Her cover of "I don't wanna to know"

The Original.

Also one of my favorite song.

Breathless.

This video is simply beautiful.

Happy Thanks-killing.

Always finding an excuse to bring horror into these mushy holidays.

Fuck this time of the year.

But I guess I will stop being the grinch and be thankful that I have a roof over my head, food, my mother, Caco, friends, a brain, hands, feet, music. and cheesy horror films. Thank you lawdy lawdd.

So sick.

It took me weeks to find this song and I finally did. Yay.


I love music like this, it's genre is so obscure that there is no real label other than calling it experimental. Pretty awesome if you ask me.

Punks not dead

Actually it is. When GG Allin died so did rock and roll and everything "bad ass" with him to hell.
But maybe I am wrong, I have never explored this "genre" of music and am slightly surprised I am so intrigued by punk and hardcore. I am only sad that it took me this long to finally give in. Now I just feel like a poser.
But honestly I had always thought about being "punk" or wishing to be part of that scene. The whole concept of being covered in patches, leather, studs, and hair dye intrigues me. But look at me. There is no way I could turn around now from "indie" to "hardcore" as much as I wish I could. The punks would eat me alive.
Anyways my whole fascination with GG Allin started a while ago but I finally got around reading up some information on him and boy was he ill... but although his music is probably the most offensive music you will ever come across triggering issues such as prostitution, drugs, alcohol, racism etc. GG Allin just didn't give a fuck, in his words he would probably tell every hater out there "Bite it you Scum, here I cum." And well I have to give it to him.

May he rage in hell.

Just do it

Can't decide if I want to chop it all off or not.
Pros
Showering every other day versus every day
easier to manage
Less static in my hair
edgier than what I currently have
CHANGE

Cons
1. I will look the part of my bisexual-(ness?)/ borderline lesbian. I don't know if this is a good or bad thing. Meh I don't give a damn, at least not anymore. In high school though I was very insecure with myself and hated when people called me a lesbian (which by the way I am not because I like men too.) Anyways at the time I hated it, especially since at my very conservative and catholic affiliated high school being gay and lesbian was defiantly a taboo and kept swept under the table.

2. I already look like a little boy...
3. I really do love having long hair and will miss it.

But it's time for a change my long hair is pissing me off. Winter does it no justice.

Primary colors

wearing this shirt backwards is the best idea I had today. (the bows are meant to be worn in the back but I said the hell with that I am going to wear it in the front because well I haven't seen anyone wear it that way).






Current status of thesis zero pages done, at least I did read through all my sources. KILL ME.
Goal tonight do two pages AT least. I will update at 1 am to see where I am at.

p.s.
I am wearing urban renewal shirt $5
Skirt from F21 which was free cause the cashier for some reason didn't end up charging me. Good job guys!
belt thrifted $1
stalkings from f21 $5
My favorite Converse shoes

And of course song of the day

Man I am in such a dancing mood latley, but no this thesis has got me planted in front of this damn computer and it was such a nice day to top it off. At least I went out yesterday to Third Edition again for the millionth time, oh my gawd! gasp! I know a bro bar! but at least no one from MU ever goes there so it's a-okay! And well the bro's aren't annoying assholes like the one's at Mcfadden's.
Anyways hopefully I convince my friend to go to Madhatter and Wonderland Ballroom next because I am tired of bro's and Hoes and am dying to thrash with the cool kids to some nasty beats none of that Kanye West and Pussy Cat Dolls Crap.

Lets dim the lights and melt into one another

IMAGINE.

Making sweet love to this. I know I am sappy ms sap sap over here, But what can I say I am a softie for songs like these. I live for music like this. Honestly music is the best gift to humankind. Honestly if someone were to ask me would you rather go blind or death I'd probably say blind because I'd be damn if I couldn't feel those vibrations that hit me at the very core of my existence, my fucking soul it weeps for this kind of music!

But seriously. that voice! that soothing and sexy voice-- is so enticing it clamps at my skin, my bones, my fucking soul. Gawd sing me to sleep ever so tenderly, this is so beautiful I wanna cry. Now if anyone dare say anything less than this song I'd think they'd be missing half a brain. How can you NOT love this?

I love finding gems like this.

Thursday's song of the day

I love finding internet gold. This song is pretty great. Although I do not like Radiohead all that much- OH MY GAWD, *gasp* yes. I mean I do like some songs here and there. But honestly I can't say I am a fan--well because that would make me a punk bitch poser--of course. But what I can say is I do respect others who do enjoy them and Thom Yorke. Anyways what I am getting at is this song reminds me alot of Radiohead. I do enjoy this. Alot.

And Here is my all time favorite song from Radiohead. Of course. If you know me well enough this song is so typical of me to "like." Dark, mysterious, and somewhat depressing. But whatever I say it's beautiful.

good gawd

Life is stressing me out. But recap of the past few weeks school. work. school. work. Repeat x 10 divide that by 2= the death of me. gawd.
Fortunately I squeezed in some time for Rachel's going away banger. Sadness that every cool person I met eventually ends up leaving. Why do I bother. ugh.



(My friend Yasmin loves pictures.)

Anyways sorry I have been very MIA lately. My lack of motivation and energy has not only affected my blogging but also my whole personal appearance. No make up. No dresses or skirts. I know! I'm slackin' but hopefully tomorrow I will finally look like my old self and have an outfit update? maybe. Meh.

Full moon Tonight

Look at my carnivore teeth which I rarely use because I like to stay away from red meat. But damn look at my grill. I am perfect for Twilight. DUH. Pale. CHECK. Teeth. CHECK. Prefers Night to day. CHECK.
BAHAHA as if. Twilight and True Blood are both crap compared to Vampires of the past.
Vampires were way cooler before they became so mainstream and GHEY.

Seriously. Nothing beats the Vampires from Quintin Tarantino's Dusk till Dawn, Interview with a Vampire, and even Buffy The Vampire Slayer is better than all the vampire shit they have today. HECK EVEN BLACULA is better. GAWD people please stop reading bullshit and watching bullshit movies and shows and being overly obssessed and siding with teams... and and and. JUST STOPPP this madness.

Unless you are 15 and under. there is NO EXCUSE. NONE.

SERIOUSLY though how cool does this movie look?
WAY BETTER than everything else on t.v. and film these days.

Fall has fallen through

Fall weather is definitely here. Which kinda blows because I got a cold and couldn't go out all weekend. LAME.
But finally an outfit post from last week. I have defiantly been slaking lately with my outfits.

Commuting sure ain't easy which only means jeans and vnecks have been a usual. but last Thursday I decided to get in the spirit of fall weather and get dressed up.

But once again I am back to my skinnies and hoodies. Meh w.e. I don't care anymore. I hate the stupid attention I get from fakers at MU anyways "oh I like your shoes, oh I like your outfit" Maybe one day I can get "oh I like you for you not for what you wear."
DAMNIT.



I am wearing mustards and puke greens and blues. Yesh. My idea of a fall look. FAIL.
The end.

My ego is killing me

How can this song describe my life right now?

Impossible.

p.s. Please see my new flask. AMAZING.

About a band

True Womanhood is pretty legit that's all there is to it.
And the girl in the band is so fiiiinnneeeee.


And yay DC.

BURRRRR

It's cold in here. ITS THAT TIME OF THE YEAR. SWEATER SEASON!

Which means a fucking tornado hit my room. WHICH MEANS PAIN IN MY ASS. UGGHHHH why do I always do this to myself. NO MORE SHOPPING. gawd.

Anyways I have been on the look out for some hot baby pink lipstick. But honestly I haven't really been on the look out because I am cheap when it comes to make up. And thus I stole my mother's lipstick.
I like this pink lipstick. It's VINTAGE meaning it's probably from the 80's meaning it's not in the best shape and it's kinda crusty and dried up but hey it does the trick.

No. But seriously I should never shop for clothes again, well lets be realistic for at least a few months. I should instead be shopping for these things.
1. Wedges because I cant walk in heals and wedges seem like they would be danceable in... maybe. I suck at being a girl.
2. Baby pink lipstick
3. under garments. I really need these. I have granny panties. FO REAL. I dont care though they are so much more comfortable than fucking thongs.
4. FLOWER BOMB I SERIOUSLY NEED THIS. I want to smell pretty too. I like how my boyfriend has nice fragrances and I don't own any.
5. Oh and maybe some night clothes since I am somewhat social these days and like to hit up the dance flo. YOU KNOW, gotta stay "fly like a g6." Apparently.
THE END.

SIKE!
TIME FOR YOUR DAILY DOSE OF MUSIC--for the braindead.


Gotta love the lesbian bands.

No one dies a virgin

Life fucks everyone.

Quote of the day

Real suffering has a face and a smell. It lasts in its most intense form no matter what you drape over it. And it knows your name.

Move over Lady Gaga

Make room for Dev


My gawd I want all her clothes.




Not saying her music is awesome, but fuck her style is so fly and she's legit pretty.
Lady Gaga get ready to eat shit.

And besides the fact that she's legit HOTT her hair is god. I must cut my hair NAO.

ALL LADY GAGA fan's RAGE.
NOW!

ha, not but seriously I wouldn't be surprise if they both collaborate and make a song together because that's the cool thing to do... I suppose. I mean Madonna and Brittany Spears did it, Shakira and Beyonce did it as well. hmmm. LAME.

I have my bets on less than half a year before Devo blows it up.
Yerp.
She's "fly like a G6." Fo-REAL.

Take me back to 2007

2007 was the best year of my life.

Dear smile.

I like you. sorry it took me years to realize your beauty in all it's akwardness and crookedness that you are.

Sorry I hid you for many years.

I'm sorry I don't use you as much as I should.

but most of all I am sorry for not knowing your potential and how much you mean to others.

I promise to use you more often even when I am having a crap-tas-tic day.

Thanks smile for being unique, thanks teeth for being akward and crooked and far different from the "mechanical" straight teeth everyone else wishes to obtain, thanks teeth for letting me nom and thanks lips for letting my wear pretty lipstick and kiss the lips of my love.

Dear smile you own.

Re-mix Fall Edition

So since I am broke broke broke. I have to somehow wear the dresses from summer and make them fall appropriate. TIGHT!
Sample A.

Today aka FIRST DAY OF MOTHER FUCKING FALL! AKA my favorite season for clothing apparel, AKA PUMPKIN LATTE SEASON aka my second favorite season to Summer. I think it's a tie.
Sample B is how I wore it in the Summer.


I wore this on the first day of school. I look like such a newb. TIGHT!

Sample A
My favorite UO Dress $12
UOBelt $4
UO sweater $9
Target socks
UO shoes
Thrifted bag

Sample B
Dress from UO
Bird cage Necklace from target
Shoes from UO

BYE BYE!!!

Dork-ism

Yesterday was the last official day of Summer and this is an outfit from late August. I really enjoyed this outfit and my glasses RIP (I broke them while dancing.)
But mostly I miss this summer and all the freedom that left with it. RIP summer of 2010. It wasn't the best summer I had hoped for but one thing I am honestly grateful about this summer was living in DC and spending time with a old friend. And three dollar margaritas!


The spirit of summer is still very much alive in my heart.

Weekend shit shows

Nothing like stumbling home alone to the empty streets of DC at 3am.
Bliss.

Independence day!

Not in Amerika but in Guatemala and most of central America.
We are so patriotic. yay America! I am an awful hispanic. SHAME on me.




And this is what I wore today..








(picture above taken by Gina)
I am wearing thrifted skirt $2 and boots $4
Shirt from UO $3
belt from F21 $7
Flowere unknown

Song of the day

My gawd, this is so sexy.

3

I met my best friend three in a half years ago. How?
Many people always ask how did you guys met?
I confess the way we met is a little embarrassing and one day we will hopefully both agree on a ridiculous story to tell people about how we met. But for now, well we met on the facebook group for Marymount. We didn't meet in person until the first day of school. So for four months I had been chatting and well falling in love with a stranger. I even considered taking him to my prom but decided not to since I had never met him, I kinda wish I would have taken him now. Shit.

We met August 31st 2007.
And well the rest is history.

He was and still is the first person to see me for me and nothing more or nothing less, he's the first person to accept me for everything I am and everything I am not, the one I shared one of the deepest secrets I have ever carried along with me, the one who makes me laugh till my bladder gives out, my first kiss-intimate hug-fuck and everything in between. My first love.
Honestly, Caco Cordero is my first everything and even if we ever broke up which I really hope never happens I can say that what we share(d) was/is real. I love him . And this is probably the mushiest crap I have ever written on here. But I had to say it.






And this the outfit I wore. I wish I would have dressed up more but I worked 12-7 on my anniversary. Oh well time in a half. whoop whoop.

I wore this because a. it was labor day and you know the rule don't wear white after labor day b. because I thought I was going on a boat and c. because I received this dress for my birthday and had not worn it at all.

What I an wearing...
F21 sailor dress from Caco
Sweater from wet seal
shoes from UO

Here are pictures from our dinner. Thai of course.

I smell illegal

and I don't know how I feel about this. I almost caved today. Almost, the smell was ever so wonderful. But till this day I am proud to say I am still drug free.



Yup, call me a loser, call me a pussy or call me fucking both. But honestly what's so great about it? I rather just drink. What's the fun in just sitting around... honestly.

Beats me.

But maybe I might just cave in. The idea of it kind of fascinates me. I mean the beatles did it and look how amazing they were. Maybe one day I can be productive like that.

Dope.

Summer is over...

or is it?

Your Disco song

Eargasm FTW.

Dear whoever

I just want you to know that I really am not okay. And I don't know how I'm still living when all I think about is how much I wish I could disappear.

cold summer nights

Last weekend was the best.
Friday night I went to the fair with some friends and was magically surprised by Caco. Thanks bun!



and of course it was friday the 13th so I had to be festive.


(I finally got some Toms! yay. They are the best purchase ever. EVER.)



Saturday also known at Caturday, Caco and I along with two other friends went out for some yummy margaritas.




Sunday night my nephew came to visit and we hung out in georgetown with two of my best friends from work.


Yes the guy on the right is in fact my nephew. Yes we are only five years apart. YUP.

And that my little followers was the best weekend ever in a long time.
Bye bye!