And I

And I...

Hoping... feeling...
I will come back to you
And hold you in my arms

And I...
I know you're wrong but
I can't change a single thing
It's like it's meant to be!

Inside I feared to find it...
That you cannot stand the fact
I'm not in love with you

And I...
I've got the feeling
That I've really had enough
It had to end right here!
There was nothing left to lose
Despite the time we've spent...
Nothing left for you

And I...
Still had the feeling
I won't find in you what I still sought
So what am I to do?!

Yaritza

Defined according to Urban Dictionary.

1.	yaritza
	some one that is sexy and hot;lovable, sexy. she will pick you up with a smile and everyone loves this type of person most likely a girl dam that girl is a yaritza
2.	Yaritza
	Amazing, Beautiful, Intelligent, Awesome, a great friend. Someone you can always depend on. She's weird, but in a good way. She keeps conversations fun. She's an awkward person, but the people she hangs around are awkward. She's just a great person overall. If you're blessed Yaritza in your life...don't lose her. She'll be there for you always and she's nothing like anyone else. She's one of a kind and irreplaceable. She's down right..amazing. Nothing can describe her sheer uniqueness. She's perfect. Yaritza's the best person
3.	yaritza
	Another term for a monkey. A BIG, HAIRY, monkey. It is said to be King Kong's great granddaughter. Was thought to be extinct after the death of King Kong, but no one knew that he fucked that one chick and she gave birth to a "yaritza" Person A: "Why is there a monkey walking around town?" Person B: "That's not a monkey, it's a Yaritza. Person A: "I didn't know those existed..." Person B: "They do, King Kong fucked that one chick. Person A" Oh."

I RIKE ALL OF THESE DEFINITIONS. Especially number 2 it defines me the best whoever wrote it has me spot on except the whole being perfect part. I'm not but everything else YESH. Thanks.
And number three just kills me. LAWL.

Whats your name mean?

To be swallowed whole

by the empty coldness of it all. Tonight was just that, just that.



" shut the window, love. keep the world outside. I don't want to think about anyone but the footsteps are getting louder, drowning out the sound of the rain, as it knocks on the windowsill. I'm not answering the phone -- let it ring. lately I've been feeling like a falling bomb. the ground is getting closer and the sky is falling down. this song has been brough to you by a falling bomb."