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I was raised by wolves. duh.







No time to update these days, all I have been doing is working at UO, babysitting, and hanging out everynight. Tonight I am gonna sleep until 10 am tomorrow if possible.
Night night world.

This week, is not my week

because I found out...
that we have bed bugs. SERIOUSLY. UGH.
the house is a wreck due to this
my clothes/shoes and everything else will be kept in plastic bags for three weeks

I also found out my nephew of who is 15 and my cousin who is the same age as me blocked me from facebook. what the fuck. I hate my family. I also found out my only sister had a child last week which makes me a aunt. To bad I will never meet the kid. UGH.

Well Pro's of this week
I got new shoes the ones I have been eying since August when we got them in and got them for under 10 dollars.
I am working more hours this week which means more bank.
No court for me. yay.
my best friend is coming home next week! so stocked. but only for a week. boo.
class starts soon so I will be a busy bee meaning no time for me to feel bad for myself. I rather have alot to do than nothing at all. It keeps me distracted and helps me feel more productive.






buh bye.

my new obession

Missed connections on craigslist. look what I found tonight...

4 my muse in the subway - m4w - 29 (metro)
Date: 2010-05-20, 7:07AM EDT
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Your eyes sing; like reeds,
bellowing beauty with your entrance.
subtle stings with every glance.
hair twisting like smoke's dance
soft air like lips blossom sweet
freeze me like the snow capped trees
I'm still; motionless among the reeds,
wind guiding dreams to me.
my heart has seen you many times
among automatons and morning lines
these tunnels cave my hidden hope
that chance encounter with love's ghost

I die.

The Perks of Being a Wallflower the movie?!

starring Emma Watson and Logan Lerman?!
My life is ruined.
At least the movie will be directed by Stephen himself. even still... tell me this isn't true.
p.s. Perks is my favorite book of all time.
Movie should come out in 2012.

100 percent awesome-ness

is seen evidently in this one of a kind leather bag decorated with beautiful carved in animals, cactus, eagles, flowers, and geometric shapes.
Front.

Side.

Back.

Top.

I found this little gem in the lunch bag section at Unique so I am thinking it is some kind of lunch bag? from either Peru or somewhere in South America. And lucky I got it for two dollars! the original price tag was ten dollars but bags went on fifty percent off for an hour on Saturday! lucky me I guess, especially since I was only charged two dollars for it. But seriously it is simply beautiful.
I used it for a bit today but I was scared because it's just so precious I'd hate myself if I lost or spilled something on it.

Anyways the past few says have been breezy. Yesterday I went out with a old friend and went to happy hour and order massive amounts of sushi as well as drinks for twenty dollars. Awesome! I forgot the name of the place but it's in chinatown and probably has the best sushi for under ten dollars a roll. Best prices in town that's for sure.

Today (Wednesday or rather yesterday?) I worked and wore this...






I am wearing my boyfriends Karate kid shirt
cheetah print vest hand-me-down from old lady
UO belt
thrifted lunchbag?/purse
Pedo glasses
black skirt from target
ripped/shredded stalkings
my infamous We who see boots
and pins.



I love these pins, they always add more attitude to anything I am wearing.

I closed tonight(which I usually hate) but today I didn't mind because a. it was a Wednesday night and b. I needed to work and needed the hours.
I realized today that although I complain about how horrible my job is, it really isn't all that bad.
I love my job because..
I can wear what ever it is I want to wear to work and express myself through my style
I love that I do NOT have to wear business attire which I have my whole life after I graduate to do.
I love that I don't have to sit in front of a computer all day.
I love most--actually all of my coworkers. I love the fact that they are all different with brilliant ideas on their own sense of style as well as great personalities. I also enjoy watching what my coworkers will wear next, all of them have awesome sense of style which I draw some of inspiration from.
I love that many customers draw inspiration from what I wear as well as what my other coworkers wear.
I love the discount.
I love the atmosphere/display/music/vibe.
I love that we get free tickets to movie premiers on occasion as well as tickets for shows.
I kinda really love my managers (almost all of them) and I can truly say I hate none of them which is weird because my past managers were assholes.
Lastly and most importantly I love all the friendships and people I have met and hangout with because of this job.

Urban I really do love you, it's just that some customers drive me insane that's all.

Anyways after all that mushyness...

Tomorrow... I will see my BFF Caco! and I am super excited because we get three whole days to ourselves in the middle of no where.
Which means long walks to his cute little town and hopefully a visit to the thrift store there which is soooo cheap.

Hide and seek in the wilderness.
Picnics
Running in the creek and tunnels.
And watching movies.

Can't wait.

LOOONNNGGG post(sorry)
But I won't update for a while... so see you in a few days. buh bye.

Controversial

M.I.A at it again.

(p.s. I love gingers)

Trash Flavored Trash

two month old pictures I found.

yes I know I didn't have the most amazing taste in music but I don't care I still love them. (even in high school I REFUSED to listen to shit on the radio)

Ever since school has ended I feel like a completely different person. All I have been wanting to wear is black, studs, leopard print, stripped shirts, and skinnies. I miss those days (high school days) where all I wore were skinnies, studded belts, band shirts, and my vans. But those days aint over. Rock and roll is still pretty much alive in my heart.

It's been three weeks

since I said goodbye.

Rainy day

Daring outfit?
Plaid and animal print. hmmmm....








By the way my dinner was a success, I did not burn myself, the house, or my mom.
Success.

"Envelopes"

First draft of a short poem I made as an extra for my portfolio.
I don't like it that much ( I mean I did write it in five minutes right before I had to hand it in) but I wanted to record myself to hear what can work better. And there is a lot that needs work. So here goes my very shitty first draft via webcam. by the way guys forgive me for my annoying voice. I sound like I'm 12. AWESOME.




So there it is. Any Suggestions?

UPDATE

I updated.

Update, my boyfriend just surprised me with 14 i black docs.

update.

I have the sweetest boy on earth.

Update.
I am going to see him soon hopefully (after three weeks)ugh.

Update
we are going to have a picnic outside the city? long walks, and play hide and seek in the country? oh yes.

More updates later.
k bye!

Independent Adventure

Today I...
Woke up at noon.
Ate a tasty breakfast courtesy of my mother.
Jogged for half an hour. (I have lost two pounds so far wahooo only 15 more to go)
showered
went out and strolled around friendship heights (which I may add looks phenomenal)
Went to Wheaton

Visited Unique (in MD because I find more things at that particular store) and spent several hours there (found many new additions to my wardrobe for under 10 dollars including a new dress and a baby leather brief case/ bag!) I also found the MOST BEAUTIFUL bag I have ever seen which I will dedicate a post to sometime in the future because it is that beautiful to me. Best find as of yet.
ate yummy Korean food
and had a peaceful long bus ride back.

And this is what I wore on my adventure










my favorite dress and cowboy boots of course!
hat which Caco bought for me.
purse thrifted $3
belt target

Anyways night night!
Work starts tomorrow. oh noesss!

next purchases?

These are some of the things I have considered purchasing since I didn't do anything grand for my birthday nor buy anything except for my new animal print oxford shoes which weren't much.

Also considering the fact that I kicked ass this semester I think I owe it to myself.
oh and you might be wondering what I got for my birthday? I got two presents (sad I know) both from my boyfriend a dress and a mixtape (and he took me out to dinner). I was hoping my mother would have gotten me the camera I wanted but it's good that I didn't because I would have felt like such a spoiled brat (she took me out to dinner and gave me money). So as a present to myself I might just invest in one or two of these but which ones?

1.My favorite which I most likely will purchase because it has WIN written all over it.


2.



3.

4.

yes I am the biggest dork ever, I know, I love old school cartoons and video games.

or should I get these

which cost a bunch but will probably be the last shoes I invest in a loonnnnng time partly because I told myself after I got tuxedo oxfords my dream shoe collection would be complete (although that's a lie I always seem to want more shoes) but I have been dreaming about tuxedo oxfords for a while and well of course black 14 eyelet black docs which seems like I will have to wait till next year to get.
If I got these I would feel like my wardrobe would be complete although realistically I always want more. Ugh I hate being so self indulgent but I just love clothes and shoes. I could care less about anything else such as electronics, cars, or fancy jewelry. Which reminds me I need heels to go out and night clothes now that I am 21. I don't have any. Oh no!


Also I am already thinking ahead about my wardrobe for school because since I will not be living on campus I will be rocking jeans and shirts most of the time. why you may ask? because a. skirts are no good to wear when walking long distances (it attracts all the dirty men), b. I won't have time since it will take me about an hour to get to campus, and c. because I miss wearing clothes like this and will probably not be able to after college.

Anyways I will post an outfit post soon, I hope. Probably the last of them because well I honestly feel kind of narcissistic when I do. I like to rant and will probably turn this blog more into a place where I can just express myself; kind of like a journal of sorts. Plus I like the fact that I only have a few followers all which I know instead of having a bunch of strangers all up on my business.

I mean I respect bloggers who are devoted and all to their blogging and keeping up with other people's blog, but that's just not my thing. I like to keep it personal.

Anyways bye my beautiful three or five followers of mine.

The Term "Hipster"

Well without further ado, the term Hipster is a subculture with...

Trendsetters.
Meaning they set the trend or at least think they do, they also do not like to wear the same things others are wearing, in all actuality they despise it(by "others" I mean they do not like to wear what others wear outside their subculture)
The uniform of the hispters are skinnies, v-necks, hoodies/ cardigans and beanies.
They usually shop at American Apparel
Urban Outfitters
or H&M
which are all marketed towards this sub-culture.
They also shop at thrift stores for the one-of-a-kind-look. Despite the fact that many of the hipsters are in fact well off. IRONY.
They also have either choppy.
messy.
short.
long.
bangs
or all of the above hair.

Music snobs
meaning they hate the mainstream and listen to bands/ music artists who are "subterranean" They also think their music taste is superior.

Now most of them either listen to
a. Indie (independent music) tends to be very mellow
b. New wave, electro, electronic etc. (Think raves and dance music) or both. Never well almost never do they listen to the radio although lately many hipsters have been found guilty of being fond of Lady Gaga.

"artsy"
many of them say they love art but in reality they know nothing about art and couldn't tell you anything about the concepts of art. Also many "hispters" love to take photos and call it art but very few have talent.
That doesn't necessarily mean all hipsters are brainless about art; but unfortunately more than often most are.

Other things that hipsters can be seen doing/living
The live in urbanized places
smoke gratuitous amounts of nicotine
drink miller lite
drink tons of coffee
eat sushi
eat tofu
try to be vegetarian although secretly they are not.
go to the local hot spots such as clubs, shows, bars, and venues.
read obscure literature, nothing mainstream.
Ride bikes with no brakes, preferably skinny rimmed bikes.

Again this is just one definition of the term. there are many and this is the most basic and stereotypical definition there is--

Again why do I care? because I just so happen to work at a place where people assume only "hispters" are welcomed to work. Actually no, not true you just have to have some common sense in dressing yourself and have a shinning personality. Duh. Many of the people I work with are in fact not even remotely close to being considered a hipster but everyone always says, "oh you have to be a hipster to work at urban" well actually think again.

again Hipsterism is a subculture, just like punks, goths, skaters, jocks, etc. Except many hate hipsters because they believe that they are assholes. Wrong again. Talk to some, they are actually very sweet and not stuck up like they appear to be. Also many times the reason they may seem stuck up is because they were huge losers in high school which leads me to my next point.
Many hispters were actually into the "emo" /"goth" / "punk" / "scene" subculture when they were in high school and progressed/ outgrew out of them. So more than likely hipsters can never be found in high school.

Again there is so much more about this subculture but that would be a term paper so I will end it here with the Queen of the hipsters, Cory Kennedy although Zoey Deschanel is said to have taken her place.


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If you can't tell by now this was all kind of a joke. lawlfest.

Rise and Shine!

no make-up nor sun. Secretly I am a vampire of sorts. I mean I got the pale part down, I'm always cold, and prefer night to day. I also got the pointy front choopers. I should be on the next Twilight movie. BAHAHA. THAT'S a joke. pussy ass shit. Glittering vampires? pansies. Wow where the hell did this ranting come from?

(Lately I have not been doing anything to my hair and I actually enjoy it more, Thank you Gods of Hair for blessing me with awesome rock-star-I don't give a fuck hair) Do like, probably my favorite physical feature of mine, besides my normal sized hands and ears. Well I say "normal" but what's normal. I guess not huge... ay? Today is a thank your body for not being a cunt day /and for giving me a presentable face in which I do not have to wear excessive amounts of nasty makeup.

Anyways... I woke up to this. It says



"You are mean. Have a wretched day"
I love my boyfriend.

p.s. I will update later my three sweet followers and others who do not follow but stalk me on a daily basis, xoxo

will never be good enough

and I know it.
so I'll intoxicate myself the way you showed me mother dearest, I'll drown in the stench of your cheap rum and coke. I'll numb myself; become bitter and cold like you. Someday I'll be you, don't you worry. I'll madorar and become the mujer you want me to be, lose the little youth still left in me. I'll wither away-become sick and gray. Mother. One day I'll be you.

Don't you worry.

One day I'll lose myself . I won't be the girl you knew.
I'll intoxicate myself every night just like you and the bastard of a father I once knew. I'll be both of you.Believe me when I say this.

One day I'll be you.

mixtapes and lawl cats

My boyfriend is just the sweetest person I know. He surprised me by giving me my gift at 12 on the dot, and he made me a mixtape, the cutest. Love you dumpling.

best birthday ever and it's only 30 minutes in.
Today is going to be a good day.
Thanks Caco

rain or shine

Because apparently it's suppose to thunderstorm. Blah. It rains every year on my birthday. LAMESAUCE.

but rain or shine...



Imma celebrate my god damn birft day. 21 yall. my favorite number (besides 11).

CHA!