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I met my best friend three in a half years ago. How?
Many people always ask how did you guys met?
I confess the way we met is a little embarrassing and one day we will hopefully both agree on a ridiculous story to tell people about how we met. But for now, well we met on the facebook group for Marymount. We didn't meet in person until the first day of school. So for four months I had been chatting and well falling in love with a stranger. I even considered taking him to my prom but decided not to since I had never met him, I kinda wish I would have taken him now. Shit.

We met August 31st 2007.
And well the rest is history.

He was and still is the first person to see me for me and nothing more or nothing less, he's the first person to accept me for everything I am and everything I am not, the one I shared one of the deepest secrets I have ever carried along with me, the one who makes me laugh till my bladder gives out, my first kiss-intimate hug-fuck and everything in between. My first love.
Honestly, Caco Cordero is my first everything and even if we ever broke up which I really hope never happens I can say that what we share(d) was/is real. I love him . And this is probably the mushiest crap I have ever written on here. But I had to say it.






And this the outfit I wore. I wish I would have dressed up more but I worked 12-7 on my anniversary. Oh well time in a half. whoop whoop.

I wore this because a. it was labor day and you know the rule don't wear white after labor day b. because I thought I was going on a boat and c. because I received this dress for my birthday and had not worn it at all.

What I an wearing...
F21 sailor dress from Caco
Sweater from wet seal
shoes from UO

Here are pictures from our dinner. Thai of course.

I smell illegal

and I don't know how I feel about this. I almost caved today. Almost, the smell was ever so wonderful. But till this day I am proud to say I am still drug free.



Yup, call me a loser, call me a pussy or call me fucking both. But honestly what's so great about it? I rather just drink. What's the fun in just sitting around... honestly.

Beats me.

But maybe I might just cave in. The idea of it kind of fascinates me. I mean the beatles did it and look how amazing they were. Maybe one day I can be productive like that.

Dope.

Summer is over...

or is it?

Your Disco song

Eargasm FTW.

Dear whoever

I just want you to know that I really am not okay. And I don't know how I'm still living when all I think about is how much I wish I could disappear.

cold summer nights

Last weekend was the best.
Friday night I went to the fair with some friends and was magically surprised by Caco. Thanks bun!



and of course it was friday the 13th so I had to be festive.


(I finally got some Toms! yay. They are the best purchase ever. EVER.)



Saturday also known at Caturday, Caco and I along with two other friends went out for some yummy margaritas.




Sunday night my nephew came to visit and we hung out in georgetown with two of my best friends from work.


Yes the guy on the right is in fact my nephew. Yes we are only five years apart. YUP.

And that my little followers was the best weekend ever in a long time.
Bye bye!