I miss those days.

Today I went to wheaton, a place where I spent most of my high school weekends when I used to have friends. Real friends, not those friends who are only there when they need something kind of friends. I had friends who I could talk to for hours, people I could drive around aimlessly doing nothing--blasting reggeatton, singing along, laughing. I really miss those days--sometimes. At least I miss most of senior year and the summer that came after it which is when I met Caco. 2007 proved to be the best year.
but I miss my old friends alot, my once real friends not this fake shit I have in college.



I especially miss this girl. I can truly say she was and still is my best friend, I think I might have had one argument with her in the whole six in a half years I have known her for. I love you sista girl as she so calls me.



I also miss all the classes I had with this one right here, dude I know you are reading this,how could we forgot our math classes? Gawd I can't remember the last time I laughed so hard in class.



I miss dancing at stupid dances, looking like young fools. Not giving a fucking damn about anything. Laughing so hard our stomachs aches all while crossing our legs hoping that we wouldn't take a hot piss on the dance floor. I miss those days.



I miss talking about secrets, driving in parking lots, hanging out in whole foods taking free samples after school. I hate the fact that my friendship with this girl drifted apart after high school, especially since she is the longest person I know. I mean we met when we were 4 for goodness sake.

Even after highschool ended I found out coldly that friendships come and go. I wish I was one of those people where I could just keep a hold of all my friendships but I seem to really suck at it.



I especially miss this girl most of all. She was the first person I met in college but still goes to school with me but with both our schedules working against us we never see each other.



I just miss freshmen year period, at least the first semester. It was one of the best times of my life. I miss Aly, alot. We got along so well, but sometimes things don't work out for a reason right? I suppose. At least I have Caco to count on.


But I still miss those days where everything seemed better. I guess this whole entry made me realize how anti-social I have gotten over the years, not that I wasn't in high school.

Moral of this long entry-- don't lose your old friendships. Keep in touch.
I feel like I criticize those girls who are always lallygagging with their brainless boyfriends, but perhaps I am one of those girls (exept I like to think my boy friend is super smart, (hey you I know you are going to read this, you aren't stupid you're a super star!) But no seriously, I hope I am not. I can't stand those girls who are fixated into their realtionships and than wonder gosh why do I not have friends?
Perhaps if you weren't so wrapped up with your boyfriend you would. anyways I could go on and on and on. Blah di-fucking BLAH!

Note to self, hangout with old friends.

Note to Caco, I love you, please don't get offended.

Note to any girl who is fixated in their relationship, stop being fixated in your relationship and get some friends.

Note to Vanessa who is reading this, hi there we get to eat California Pizza soon!

Note to self, get some sleep.

buh bye.